it is now 2024

I have a twenty-five year old and a two year old. 

I am 45, I never thought this would happen to me, I was content with the older one, he has the mental capacity of a two year old, I didn't realize it until we had a two year old to compare. I mean having a child with special needs was definitely not planned, neither was having a baby in my forties. This just proves that Life never goes as planned, for most people. 

I love my kids. 

I just wish I loved my life a little more.

The amount of Neurodivergence is staggering. 

Well, that's all for now.